suara mime

ego

2010-09-13T23:01:00.002+09:30

beri kan ku kuasa

bagai seorang sultanah

akan ku mengangkat diriku gagah

oh, penunggang sang jantan hitam

perlukah laksamana membuka langkah?

jangan kau berani!

kerisku bukan penakut, tatkala bisanya lebih pedih jika ditusuk.

butakah patik, tidak berakal namun masih petah berkata?

kau alpa sekali.

terlupa akan ku, seorang sultanah

penunggang gagah sang jantan hitam.

the language of women..and they're NOT CRAPPY!

2010-08-10T13:09:00.003+09:30

lesson 1

shoes and clothes don't mixed well with football. remember that!

minah A : did you remember that green dress i saw yesterday? it is GORGEOUS! love IT!

minah B: oh yeah. you meant the one in that shop near the parking space?

minah A: NO! i meant the one near the boutique where we bought your pink shirt.

minah B: Ohh. you meant this shirt? or the one at home? i have three.

minah A : the second one.

minah B: Oh! right. yeah, it's really CUTE. but i like the third dress from the right where it had that ribbon stuck on the back.

minah A: oh, that one. you meant 'that' or 'this'?

minah B: 'that'!

minah A: yeah! i know. that dress will look good on you if you have their black heels.

minah B: i know. it was at the end of the store near the section for pants right.

minah A: the other end. between the yellow section and blue ones. it's on the left of that white flats.

.............................and it goes on and on and on.

note that: they were no longer IN THAT SHOP and they went to THAT SHOP YESTERDAY.
what a memory.... wish you could use that to remember history lessons huh? ironically, we rarely memorised notes as good as remembering shopping now, aren't we ladies. :P teehee

p/s: if you're a guy, experiencing (or experienced) this, and never had understood us, you are PERFECTLY NORMAL! hahhaha

From Allah with Love :)

2010-08-01T11:21:00.003+09:30

The Quran is undeniably the most precious gift

it is unable to be exchanged

unable to be challenged

unable to be modified

a gift to all

a gift for muslims

it hits me when i finally realised it. the fact that i've been holding this for so long, yet i hadn't well read its contents thoroughly. the thought of me, being the past me of full negligence towards this existing soul that has been long kept at the highest level of the cabinet slapped me right in the face, giving me this awful crappy feeling of despising myself. not that i felt pitied or pitiful but just at the stage of lost and regret of the drained days, minutes and seconds.

here i am, looking at these arabic words, knowing nothing much of the texts and just continue reading them blindly.

page by page, i flipped it through. sometimes i cried - because i've failed to understand His words. I thought i have loved Him more I have loved my mother and father. I guess i'd overestimating my devotion.

I was at the dead end once. but i wasn't dead yet to continue learning.

i am 20 and insyaAllah i'll live longer than today. this is my experience of finding the right pathway and i'll be needing much help from now and onwards.

i know i am not the only one feeling this. i am just one in the sea of other thousands. just a reminder to my sisters and brothers :

learn as much as possible from the day you've received His Love Letter. :)

in the surah 96, text 1 to 5 : God emphasis that reading(gaining knowledge) is extremely important.

surah 96: Al-'Alaq (the Clot)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

96:1

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Sahih International

Recite in the name of your Lord who created -

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Recite, bring recitation into existence, beginning with: In the Name of your Lord Who created, all creatures;

96:2

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Sahih International

Created man from a clinging substance.

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

created man (al-insān: the generic) from a blood-clot (‘alaq is the plural of ‘alaqa, which is a small quantity of congealing blood).

96:3

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Sahih International

Recite, and your Lord is the most Generous -

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Recite: (reiterating the first one) and your Lord is the Most Generous, having no counterpart in terms of His generosity (wa-rabbuka’l-akram is a circumstantial qualifier referring to the subject [of the verb] iqra’, ‘recite’),

96:4

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Sahih International

Who taught by the pen -

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Who taught, [the art of] script, by the pen — the first to write with it was [the prophet] Enoch (Idrīs), peace be upon him —

96:5

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Sahih International

Taught man that which he knew not.

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

taught man (al-insān: the generic) what he did not know, before he was taught, in the way of guidance, [the art of] writing, crafts and so on.

96:6

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Sahih International

No! [But] indeed, man transgresses

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Nay, but verily man is [wont to be] rebellious,

96:7

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Sahih International

Because he sees himself self-sufficient.

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

when he sees it, that is to say, his own soul, to be self-sufficient, in terms of wealth — this was revealed regarding Abū Jahl (ra’ā, ‘sees’, means [to see] mentally; istaghnā, ‘self-sufficient’, is the second direct object; an ra’āhu, ‘when he sees it’, is an object denoting reason).

96:8

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Sahih International

Indeed, to your Lord is the return.

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Surely to your Lord, O man, is the return — [meant as] a threat for him — and so He will requite the rebellious one with what he deserves.

96:9

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Sahih International

Have you seen the one who forbids

Tafsir al-Jalalayn

Have you seen (a-ra’ayta in all three instances [here and below] is an exclamation of wonder) him, namely, Abū Jahl, who forbids